Desi's Photography Blog
LessConf Lessons |
April 18, 2013 |
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...be happy with your entire life.
In mid-April our town was the host of an incredible tech conference called LessConf. Hundreds of people came to our little town for a few days of shenanigans disguised as a conference. For someone that has always lived in small towns, and has been in PC since 2005, having this many driven, talented, and creative people in our little area left me awestruck.
I heard story after story of how people decided to live deliberately, in their careers as well as other aspects of their lives. The energy given off by this group was something I've never experienced. Perhaps because of where I'm from, or where I live, but it was truly an experience. One speaker talked about his stint in prison, another about creating a brand around facial hair, and one who walked away from a 6-figure salary to find himself again, travel the world and follow his dreams. One guy makes marshmallows now, and roasted them for us during a snack break. The final speaker of the conf actually streaked. Naked. Into our lovely bay.
You know what I didn't hear at LessConf? People saying 'it's just a job..' or 'it pays the bills...' in sullen tones of defeat.
The corporate world I lived in INVENTED those phrases- and the tones too. Sitting in the Martin Theater on that first day of speakers... it hit me. I was surrounded by people that understood the thing I'm just trying to figure out now: be happy with your entire life. Don't work just because you need to pay bills. Work because your life is a quest, and you and you alone are the one who can make that quest an adventure.
Quitting my job was terrifying- I was literally shaking as I handed in my resignation letter. I walked away from the most money I had ever made in my life, a steady employment in an economy where people were 'lucky to have a job,' and from a profession that I was actually pretty darn good at. The problem is... I was miserable.
Taking pictures makes me happy. I'm not the best, I have a TON to learn, and am terrified at some point almost every day that I have made a terrible decision. But you know what? For me, nothing beats the feeling of taking a good picture. When I truly believe that something I've created is beautiful. The hard parts are totally worth it, and I'm learning through experience.
I think many of us stepped up our game after that weekend, and I'm no exception. My next shoot is going to be one of the most challenging I've ever done (large animals!!!), and hopefully will yield some of my best work yet. It feels like Christmas eve, and my pictures are my presents.
If I want to BE great, I have to DO great. No settling for a paycheck and a mediocre life. So thank you LessConf for some lessons learned, some affirmations, and all-around awesomeness.
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New Life |
April 2, 2013 |
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Recently my dear friends had their first baby. It's been several years since I've photographed an infant, and for most of that time it was something I avoided. Why? Probably because of the time I spent in that generic studio shooting newborns day in and day out, in the same positions, with the same (NOT CUTE) props. Perhaps I took for granted what I was doing, but the recent arrival of Baby V has reminded me how special it is, and even more has reminded me why I like taking pictures.
Life is pretty incredible. Families are sacred. Being able to capture such an important life event for so many people is an honor, and one I don't take lightly. Not only do I want the grown-ups to love their new family pictures, but I want that little baby to one day look back on those pictures and realize how quickly she was loved. A tall order, but certainly one made easier by parents like this little girl has.
Perhaps I am biased because it's my friends' baby, but this little girl is pretty stinking adorable. Thank you to Heather and Aaron for letting me be a part of this incredible moment in your lives. I wish you three nothing but happiness and love (ok and laughter- gotta be able to laugh with all that poop), and am glad I'm able to call such great people my friends.
P.S. Photography tip- When shooting anything where emotion is a factor (which is MOST of the time), try to listen to the people you're working with. Get the traditional beautiful serene baby pictures, but if Dad is amused by his new child's stink face, then grab that too. Babies fuss, it's part of the experience, and quite frankly it can pretty darn amusing.. and the expressions can be priceless.
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Social imagery FTW |
March 27, 2013 |
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Yesterday was overwhelming in the world of social media (regardless of your personal political preferences), and what it means for the direction of communication and its relevance to how policy is made, and how our country is led. If you don't know what this symbol means you are literally living under a rock. How's it feel down there? Lonely and dusty I would imagine. People who didn't know certainly knew how to google it- this was snapped mere hours after I saw the red symbol pop up on Facebook. I was curios to see if Google's search engine had already made this a hot topic by showing up in the auto fill. I was more than right- 5 letters in and the top 3 auto results were related.
Yes- this does all tie back into photography, because that's how we communicate. There is a reason nearly every cell phone today is equipped with a camera. Within hours CNN had this article up about wedding photography (you can also find it on my Facebook page). And I can provide some very local examples of viral photography in our very own Panama City. Here's a picture I bet most of you saw. I'm in constant awe of how people present themselves to the world- visually- and the easiest and fastest way in history to watch this unfold is social media.
I could easily turn this post into a long-winded rant about my views on the topic, as I don't doubt that this will eventually end in equal rights (whata concept)... and I don't personally believe that government is the place to declare your undying love of another human being... but this is the world we live in, and I digress. W
hat really is blowing my mind is the communication of the whole thing.
And now we can share powerful images in seconds to hundreds, thousands, and even millions with ease.
MIND BLOWN. Thanks world.
Sincerely,
Desiree
P.S. Thanks for all the Instagram likes of my dog pictures. I think they're pretty darn cute myself.
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Working refections |
March 18, 2013 |
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Working for myself has been one of the most satisfying experiences I've had. I will preface that statement by saying that it took me a long time to get to that point, and it still isn't easy- certainly not easier than working for a company. If you've ever had to file your own taxes and take the money out of your accounts AFTER you've deposited it, you will understand. I could easily get side tracked into a frenzied post about the political and financial climate in our country... but I digress.
Most of us spend our late teen years and early twenties trying to figure out what skill we want to master, so that we can go out and find a good job with decent benefits. I was no exception, picking up freelance photography gigs while going to Gulf Coast, and even working in a cliché portrait studio for a stint. You could consider what I did back then working for myself, I mean the freelance certainly qualifies... but alas I was young and unsure of myself, what I wanted to to, and what made me happy. Restless youth combined with the need to pay bills led me to the advertising industry.
For the next 5 or 6 years I would dive into this world like the first penguin off the ice, hoping I didn't get eaten by the big and scary lion seal. I was pleasantly surprised to find that I actually love advertising, love helping my clients, and felt satisfied in the work I did to receive my paycheck.
Inevitably, it would seem, I did get burnt out working for a corporation. Even in a small town like this one, the corporate pressure still trickles down to low-level employees. Take into account that I was in the sales department, and well, I was naive to think it wouldn't catch up to me. I took my time evaluating my happiness, stress levels, etc., and then after approximately 6 months I just knew I had to do something else. I left my cushy paycheck and steady income to start a partnership with someone, a venture that failed after 6 months. I thought a partnership would be an easier way to step out of corporate America, but I was mistaken. Many lessons were learned, and I am thankful for that experience as well. As they say, hindsight is 20-20.
I'm now 76 days into working for myself, with my very own LLC, doing what really seems to make me the happiest. Photography... a childhood hobby turned into a career. I have yet to find a parallel satisfaction as high as the one I get from taking a beautiful picture. The feeling is totally worth the endless hours, handling my own accounting, and being completely responsible for my own success.
Here is a picture from a shoot I did last month for a new community magazine. Pictured is Paul Brent, a local artist.
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Head shots |
March 7, 2013 |
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Updating your headshot can be dreadful, I know. I'm in need of an update right now, and it's miserable. I don't like the way I look, I can never find the right angle, and quite frankly I don't want my picture to be up for people to see. As a photographer, I'd much rather someone visiting my website to look at my work, not my face.
The problem is, I'm absolutely wrong. It's imperative to have a picture of yourself on your website, and this necessity is irrefutable in this social age. We're all Facebook now, but don't forget that MySpace (and Friendster) started this trend. Not to mention Xanga and LiveJournal... the blogs of my generation. Everyone is represented by their face, above all else.
Humans are social by nature, and visual. Putting your picture up is an invitation for someone to connect to you. In business, this is vital. My website is now 9 weeks old, and still no headshot. I'm working on it.
Truthfully, it doesn't really matter if you like your picture. I take head shots regularly, and there are always a few people that look fantastic, beautiful, professional, etc., but are just not happy with the way they look. So, like I have to, I encourage everyone to get over it, and understand that you're human. Therefore your flaws are what make you who you are, what make you interesting, and probably are what will make people want to work with you over your competitor.
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Skills and inspiration |
February 13, 2013 |
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Lately I’ve been trying to find some inspiration
and improve my skill sets both behind the lens and in postproduction… and it
hasn’t been as easy as I imagined.
Correction- the learning has been pretty
successful… I’ve found a few photographers online that have been awesome enough
to put up regular tutorials on some pretty advanced Photoshop techniques. I
can’t believe some of the things I didn’t
know! Some of the tools I’ve been bypassing for the past 10 years because I
thought they were useless… Turns out I just didn’t know how to apply them
properly. To quote my friend whom I told about my new discovery, “Everything is
stupid until you know how to use it…” So, I’ve been absorbing as much as
possible to improve my airbrushing and enhancements on my pictures.
One of my new favorite tutorials is by Aaron Nace, an incredibly talented photographer, about making a basic image look
whimsical, entirely done with Photoshop. I can’t wait to shoot my next wedding,
and use some of my new skillz. I also really really really want a smoke
machine… portable… that I can take on shoots. If anyone has one laying around…
SEND IT!
It’s the inspiration I’ve been finding
challenging. I think it’s a classic case of ‘trying too hard.’ I want nothing
more than to be influenced by the world around me… Recently I was over at a
friend’s house, an artist, talking about this problem I’ve been having. I told
her I was incredibly jealous of this remarkable 17-year-old photographer that
blows most tenured photographers I know out of the water. Anyhow, my artist
friend told me to think of it as inspiration. Maybe that’s the case… I’m going
around looking for inspiration and it’s right under my nose, disguised as envy.
Here are a couple shots from a recent quick shoot
with friends, Sallie and Sean Brosnan. I’m sort of obsessed with solar flares
and light leaks… so I played around. Some aspects of these effects are filters, some are done by hand, and some are from the actual shoot.
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Always learning |
February 1, 2013 |
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Embracing the
modern editing
Oddly enough, I
have had an aversion to overly enhanced images for many years- but have been
using Photoshop for over a decade. Most of the time I minimally enhance my
images in post-production, adjusting the lighting and doing some light air
brushing. I think the reason I’ve turned my nose up at highly enhanced images
might be because I learned to take pictures with a 35mm FILM camera, where you
had to send off for prints. This was (and still can be) and expensive way to
take pictures, and can certainly encourage you to get the hang of things very
quickly. Also, while I was never trained in a darkroom, I have a great
appreciation for the development of film. There are very few places you can
even get darkroom materials anymore, and it is (unfortunately) impractical to
shoot in 35mm today.
Maybe I’m just
holding on too tightly to the past? A week spent on photography tutorial blogs
and YouTube have proved to me that it is time to embrace these extreme
enhancements in my professional shots for clients. Specifically- I watched
about 3 hours of wedding photography editing, and my mind was blown.
Hypocritically, I
love-love-love the fun filters I have at my fingertips in several applications
in my phone. A quick glance through my Instagram feed and you’ll find some
rather surreal representations of some rather ordinary snapshots. I
particularly will cross this line when it comes to pictures of the sky. Maybe
I’m OK with this because when I actually look at the sky I feel it is the same
feeling as looking at a super-enhanced picture later. I’m enhancing the image
to mimic the feeling.
Anyhow, the moral
of the story is that I am diving head first into big new(ish) world and I can’t
wait to learn all the things!
Check out my Instagram from the other day when it
stormed, it's on my homepage down at the bottom, the hydrangeas. I had no power so I wandered around my neighborhood shooting random
things. I applied a couple light leak filters- I sure do love a good light
leak!
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Technology and all that jazz.. |
January 7, 2013 |
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Our phones are pretty incredible devices. I cannot remember
the last time I went even 24 hours without using my cell phone for something
other than making calls. I would even venture to say that out of everything
that I do on my phone, making calls is what I do the least with the device.
I barely remember when I learned to love taking pictures… I
do know that it happened at summer camp, with a disposable camera. I grew up on
an island, so the rolling hills captivated me. I took more pictures of the
scenery than anything. When I was 13 or 14 I got my first 35mm SLR camera, and
as they say- the rest is history. While I love the convenience of digital
photography, I am very thankful to have had to learn without getting my results
instantly.
Now, I take pictures all the time with the device that fits
in my pocket. Furthermore, my iPhone 5 has more pixels- almost double actually-
what my first point-and-shoot had over 10 years ago. While that alone is pretty
incredible, what’s more impressive are the applications- the endless
applications- available to smartphone users.
In less than 5 minutes I can take a picture, apply filters,
enhance it, and share it on social media- all in the palm of my hand. Part of the phenomenon of our phones
being miniature computers in our pockets is of course social media.
When I was a freshman in high school blogging was pretty
popular, and I certainly had one (or two) to bellow out my angsty teenage soul…
but that was then. Before MySpace. Before Facebook. Before Twitter. The way I
like to ‘blog’ now? Instagram. I have it liked to my other accounts (Facebook,
twitter, foursquare, and my home page), so that I only have to really keep up
with one account to have a ‘presence.’ But really, I do Instagram for me.
Because I like it. It’s just a bonus if other people like what I post too.
Some amazing apps that I use regularly are Snapseed, Tiny
Planets, and Phoster. Another app I recently found that’s pretty incredible (I
didn’t even believe it when I read the description on iTunes) is cycloramic.
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Full steam ahead... |
January 3, 2013 |
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When starting this website, and subsequently this blog, (not
to mention my actual business!), I had no idea where to start. Yes, I have
images loaded and contact forms for people to fill out, but this is more than
that. I’ve never done anything as
long as I have been taking pictures. I’ve had a love affair with cameras and
creating images since I was a child. How can I translate that to a website and
into text?
So many people would insert the proverbial line ‘Why not?’ here. For me,
though, this really is about the why.
Photography started off as art for me. I took all sorts of art classes my whole
life- painting, drawing, ceramics, etc. The one class I didn’t take (it was not
offered where I went to school) turned out to be the medium I enjoy the most. I
really discovered that this was it for me in high school, and my gallery here
even has one or two shoots I took 10 or so years ago. I owe a big thank you to
Ashley Beach for being so comfortable in front of the camera back then.
One of my favorite authors, Robert Fulghum, has a book
titled 'What on Earth Have I Done?’ where he explores what he calls the ‘mother
questions.’ What a great book- worth the read. Anyhow... ‘WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU
DOING?’ (I can actually hear my own mother shouting this at me as I type it.) I
try to ask myself this question from time to time, in my own voice. Occasionally
I really don’t care for the answers I have, but I think it’s important to keep
asking this question. Over. And over. And over. With self-reflection you can find
the answers to what it is you REALLY want out of life. My question became: What
do I really want to be doing for at LEAST 8 hours a day?
First of all, what have I already done? I worked in the
advertising and marketing field for years, and I’m pretty sure I will always
have my hand somewhere in that cookie jar… but really, photography is what led
me there, and it seems to be what is leading me away from it. As a college
student I freelanced for magazines and worked in a portrait studio, picking up
the occasional wedding or engagement shoot. I don’t think I realized at the
time that I could have turned that into my career, so I didn’t. Instead I
shifted to graphic design, advertising sales, and marketing consulting. I am so
thankful to have had those years, and maybe I needed them to be able to launch
what I’m doing now.
Well, so what am I doing? I suppose, at the very basic
level, I’m following my dreams. I’m gravitating toward what makes me happy. I
experience a sort of surreal joy when I get a really great picture. Nothing
makes me happier than knowing my subject (and client) is going to get a
snapshot of their life that will make them smile every time they see it.
Thank you for coming by. Oh and please hire me!
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